真心话

"连我JJ都介入不到我的世界，你凭什么觉得你能介入我?"

“你想太多！” “不要每次都觉得什么事都关系到你..”

眼泪从心里直流

真的无话可说了

你无法想象我为你所做的一切

All the sacrifices I had made for you ................

I am nothing .

痛到无法言语

痛

到底这心痛的感觉何时才会终止 ?

离去的背影

每一次

都是我看着你离去的背影

然后眼泪就不自主地掉下

这次

我说

要你看我先离去

你才离开

但

我的眼泪还是掉下了

望着倒后镜

我的心

真的好难受

那种明知道应该放手

却仍然期待那不可能的发生 的心情

好难受 好难过

这个星期

应好好把一切沉淀

开学后 要改变自己

以后我们都会是好朋友

很好很好的朋友

♥ At First Sight

Finally I knew it today

And now I believe in

Love At First Sight !!!

Weakness

This is the first time you are showing your temper towards me

You were telling me very seriously you don't like the way I'm learning as what u've said

I am so frustrated today

very unhappy

feeling very uncomfortable

Heart like sick

But I do not know how to express

many things cross my mind

Suddenly I feel very strange to you

I think actually you hate me so much

And yet now I only I realized the truth

Suddenly I feel everything happened before is just a dream

bUt the nightmare had just begun

Ya I admit

This is truly my weakness and also my fault

I guess I know What I should do the next

Thank you

and I hate Todae ~

tired

I am awfully tired

both physically and mentally

feel like sleeping and do not want to wake up anymore

too much pain in my heart

how?

You purposely is it ??

you noe how hard I tried??

I'm having war with myself evry seconds ..

send the wrong msg ?wht is this shit ?!

I just get my tears stop

wtf

stay sweet vf ur dar far away from me pls

pls

what the fcking shit

become friend is just all nonsense you know that

I cant

sry

so sry for that

how? wht to do now ?

cant get thru

where is my frds ?

i need you all

im not okie

focus?

I want to say I can't focus !

I can't forget !

I can't forgo !

What the hell you want me to tell you ?

Tell you can we be tgt like las sem ?

WHat the fck u are saying you know already ?

WHat the shit you ask me to focus study ?

What the shit is all these going on ?

I dont wan to tell you and endure everthg myself is juz because I dont wan the thg happen like now!

You dont have to chg ! dont hav to improve !

Cz i just love you no matter how !

YES I still Love you ! so HOw? sO what now ?

your Mom is right ! ur FAmily is all right !

I like you ! I love you !

So what now ?!

Damn !

What is it now?

I just noe to cry !

sorry that was just a mistake u saw my tears and saying those nonsense to me !

Ass ! you noe !

Im aint the superwomen u said !

Im just a HUMAN !

A HUMAN !

tell me! how to make it through ?!

I dont want to lost all this

can't you und me just a little bit??

I need your love ! Isn't ur sympathy !

SLAP ME !

Tuesday hvt come and Im like SHIT now !

泪

眼泪都快流干了

谁可以帮我把一切回忆带走?

我

冷静?

需要多久?

为什么每天都在冷静?

不想?

你教我吧? 怎样? 好像电脑那样Delete ?

别傻了!!!!!! 可以吗?

为什么还在付出?

别人都去陪女朋友了

人家现在什么都好

你呢?你在做什么?

要颓废到几时?

看下自己在做什么?在做什么?!!!!!!

哭够了吗????

搞到自己这样，像什么?

在你面前装着什么都没有

当你一离开

自己眼泪又掉下?

不能让你知道

我其实好痛

每当一面对你

就有很多很多话想说

却一个字也不能说

明明站在你身旁

心有多痛

你却一直都不懂

以为我真的没事

我却一个人活在过去

走不出来

我真的好想大声喊我爱你!

但这一切却已太迟

变得没有意义

因为你已选择了放弃

第一次

我好担心

好担心自己

我不知道该怎么办

到底会到几时

到底会怎样了......

Bye Babey ..

You told me the answ..

Yea ..

It is so pain ..

I know you won't find me anymore ..

As u said , you don't want to give me any hope ..

Or I maybe I should say ..She is oways there for you ..Who am I?

Nothing at all ...

....

Thanx to zai , man man, nen nen, suli...and evryone of u ..

I'll be alright ..

Bye , babey !

I loved you !!!

8 /7/ 2011

We Are FRIENDs again ...

I want to know

Ya ..

I came back d ..

Tell me what you want ..

Tell me what you think ..

Is that you don't need me anymore ?

If you would like us to be friends , just tell me ..

I can accept ..

Just let me help u ..

I just want to do everything I could for you ..

Why don't you know ?!

I really want to know what had happened to you these days ........

You are driving me crazy ..

Sometimes I don't know what I did whether is right or wrong ..

I'm lost .....

I'm begging myself to let you go ..

But if you want me to ignore you ..

I can't ..

Worst holidays

Since the day we last meet

Tears drop everyday

There are so much memories between us

You told me

To forget you using this one month of holidays

How ridiculous ??? ...

Miss you ..very very much

Miss the sound of your heart beats , your smells , your face , your body temperature , your hugs , your words , your petting , your .....loves ..everything of you !

Damn worry bout you ,do you know that? :(

Really that pain of my heart ..I have no way to express

Never called me nor text me

What had happened to you ?

Or now you wanna keep your promise to be so determined to break our relationship ?

sO eager for school reopening ..

Just hoping so much to see you ..

Yet

sO scared ..everything would not be the same anymore ..

I don't want to be separated from you !

I don't Want !!!! :(

This is the worst holidays I've been through

I dont like it !

Hardly a second goes by

Couldn't fall asleep every night

Just because

You are in my mind

All the time ..

GOd bless ! evrything of you goes right !

.......................