♥ At First Sight

Finally I knew it today

And now I believe in

Love At First Sight !!!

Weakness

This is the first time you are showing your temper towards me

You were telling me very seriously you don't like the way I'm learning as what u've said

I am so frustrated today

very unhappy

feeling very uncomfortable

Heart like sick

But I do not know how to express

many things cross my mind

Suddenly I feel very strange to you

I think actually you hate me so much

And yet now I only I realized the truth

Suddenly I feel everything happened before is just a dream

bUt the nightmare had just begun

Ya I admit

This is truly my weakness and also my fault

I guess I know What I should do the next

Thank you

and I hate Todae ~

tired

I am awfully tired

both physically and mentally

feel like sleeping and do not want to wake up anymore

too much pain in my heart

how?

You purposely is it ??

you noe how hard I tried??

I'm having war with myself evry seconds ..

send the wrong msg ?wht is this shit ?!

I just get my tears stop

wtf

stay sweet vf ur dar far away from me pls

pls

what the fcking shit

become friend is just all nonsense you know that

I cant

sry

so sry for that

how? wht to do now ?

cant get thru

where is my frds ?

i need you all

im not okie

focus?

I want to say I can't focus !

I can't forget !

I can't forgo !

What the hell you want me to tell you ?

Tell you can we be tgt like las sem ?

WHat the fck u are saying you know already ?

WHat the shit you ask me to focus study ?

What the shit is all these going on ?

I dont wan to tell you and endure everthg myself is juz because I dont wan the thg happen like now!

You dont have to chg ! dont hav to improve !

Cz i just love you no matter how !

YES I still Love you ! so HOw? sO what now ?

your Mom is right ! ur FAmily is all right !

I like you ! I love you !

So what now ?!

Damn !

What is it now?

I just noe to cry !

sorry that was just a mistake u saw my tears and saying those nonsense to me !

Ass ! you noe !

Im aint the superwomen u said !

Im just a HUMAN !

A HUMAN !

tell me! how to make it through ?!

I dont want to lost all this

can't you und me just a little bit??

I need your love ! Isn't ur sympathy !

SLAP ME !

Tuesday hvt come and Im like SHIT now !

泪

眼泪都快流干了

谁可以帮我把一切回忆带走?

我

冷静?

需要多久?

为什么每天都在冷静?

不想?

你教我吧? 怎样? 好像电脑那样Delete ?

别傻了!!!!!! 可以吗?

为什么还在付出?

别人都去陪女朋友了

人家现在什么都好

你呢?你在做什么?

要颓废到几时?

看下自己在做什么?在做什么?!!!!!!

哭够了吗????

搞到自己这样，像什么?

在你面前装着什么都没有

当你一离开

自己眼泪又掉下?

不能让你知道

我其实好痛

每当一面对你

就有很多很多话想说

却一个字也不能说

明明站在你身旁

心有多痛

你却一直都不懂

以为我真的没事

我却一个人活在过去

走不出来

我真的好想大声喊我爱你!

但这一切却已太迟

变得没有意义

因为你已选择了放弃

第一次

我好担心

好担心自己

我不知道该怎么办

到底会到几时

到底会怎样了......